24 Feb
Even when I’m covering up the sad like today, I still just want to be pregnant. I want to be having that baby that I’m not having any more and is buried beneath a tree. It’s just not fair. And I know that I will be pregnant again, I know that I should be thankful that I can get pregnant. I know all of that. But I just want to still be having that baby.  And it hurts.

2 Responses to “”

  1. mmstarr July 31, 2012 at 6:43 pm #

    I know this is ages old, but I so feel this. Thank you.

    • bodegabliss August 7, 2012 at 3:11 pm #

      It may be ages old, but I can remember this feeling like it was yesterday. I hate that you know it, too.

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